trying to forget you


Things I loved about you


The way you stared at me when I close my eyes, then you closed your eyes and I stared at you


How perfectly your hand fit in mine


How you seemed so strong on the outside, but I could tell you were so sweet on the inside


The way you said I love you, because you sounded so shy


How during that first time we were alone, when we held hands and talked for hours and finally kissed after so long


How you were so interested in my life and what I was doing


How you remembered everything I said to you perfectly


When you texted me randomly (as little as that may be)


When you told me I’m one of the most perfect girls you’ve ever met


How you were too shy to hold my hand, in case I didn’t want you to


The awkward moments - because they weren’t really awkward at all


Sitting at the table with your family and enjoying myself and you


Taking photo booth pictures with you and you made the best faces I’ve ever seen


Getting high together and making weird animal sounds as we walked back to your house


The way you made me feel after we made out for an hour


How you told me I looked great every time we saw each other - despite how untrue I thought it was


How I sat on your lap when we went on the computer together, and your legs fell asleep but you didn’t care, as long as I was sitting that close to you


How even on the coldest nights, you lent me your sweater


How much you have passions for things


Your laugh/smile


How you always made fun of me - I secretly loved it


What a loser you are, because I am too


How you admitted defeat and say sorry when I wouldn’t let you win a fight


The way you made the butterflies in my stomach flutter every time I saw your smile


How much you made me love you.

But now they are things of the past, since we broke up. I’m slowly getting over every one of these ways I loved you by replacing them with things I don’t like about you. I don’t think it’s working too well, though, because I know they will each still be in the back of my head because you were my first love and I will never forget you or a single thing that I loved about you. And truthfully, I still love most of those things. I’ll miss every one of them.


-anonymous submission

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